Roller Coaster Tycoon 3 Is Stealing My Life

So last week I was complaining that I was board, and had nothing better to do than write lame post for my Blog. That was then, and after a quick trip to my older Bro Jon's place I picked up a cracked copy of Roller Coaster Tycoon 3. At first I thought this game was going to be lame, but after figuring out how to do things, I quickly became drawn into it! I now spend countless hours working through the scenarios. Its weird to because the copy, or the game itself, keeps crashing on me and has all these annoying bugs, but that doesn't stop me from reloading the level and keep on play'n!

On a different note I quit smoking last Monday, and have stuck with it! So almost a week smoke free and it sucks! I feel full of energy and over anxious to use it! Very tense at the same time. The first 2 days were a killer, but thanks to RCT3 I hardly noticed/managed to ignore the feelings. Jon gave me some of his anti anxiety pills, but I feel funny about using them to quit smoking and in general because he ain't no Dr! But I have been doing fine on my own. Just like not drinking, you got to take one day at a time and make a choice, not to do it! None of that "I'm to week to control my impulses" shit!

Yesterday, when I was taking a piss, I had a weird and Zen like experience. For the first time in a long time, I was a piece with myself, and the universe. I was calm for once. This is odd to me because my mind is always all over the place, if not kept occupied by videogames or Tv. I relised that God isn't going to help you, you got to take shit into your own hands and do it. Grab life by the balls and run with them!

I am not the only one haveing profound thoughts and coming to terms with life. My bro Jon has decided to go back, or should I say take another try at college, and maybe go after his dreams. After all, he is genious, and mopping floors was a waist of his potential. Thus he has quit his Job! Unfortunately he has also decided his time living in the City has come to an end, and will be returning to the cone of evilness. No one can escape its grasp Mwaaaa huh hhhhuuuuuuuh! "How dare you enter my inner sanctum! Prepare to Die!"

Well, he had a good run but claims his money woes are causeing him to much stress and bla bla bla, I need to be rich, worlds tallest building, and give me some money!

Now back to me, I have started working out again, well, not like I used too. Ah, I remember the days when I did battle with the ogre and could over power him with my Blanka esqe mooves! but that was a long time ago, when I was at my physical peek. So instead every time I feel like a smoke, I do 10 push ups and 5 pull ups. Its going well so far. I also decided to start running again. Instead this time I am useing my Orthodic insoles, as uppon my little bros advice. So where is all this exerciseing and mental well being, going? And, what does it, or how does it fit with my plan D? unfortunatly, (like the Hit ABC show "Lost") I can't say yet, but I asure you it all fits togather........ somehow.